Slim Pickins

I'm a bit exasperated. Yesterday, I signed up at sugardaddie.com to expand my prospects and was contacted by a number of men but I realize that you guys are right and that the number of men who are actually respectful, classy, and are articulate is so low. It's pretty disappointing. I think I will have to resume my job search as I don't even have money to travel the city to go on dates. Perhaps I could borrow some money from my parents, but I hate borrowing money from them. I wish I could just magically meet the perfect SD but it's really not going to happen. The guy I was talking to from Boston who promised to put me up in a nice hotel stopped emailing me and it's only been about a week but that feels like a long time. He was the only man that was married that I would actually be interested in getting to know. I asked if he had a cell I could text him at and never heard back from him, and I realize that he's probably busy but it's a little disheartening. A couple of men gave me their phone numbers after I spoke with them but I'm so phone shy it's really sad. I operate much better in person. You should see me when I'm on the phone, I can't help but pace really anxiously all over the house. I don't know what I'm so afraid of it's not like they're going to leap through the phone and hurt me or anything. I guess I'm just afraid I'll mess up and in person I could at least try to use my feminine wiles to divert attention away from brief moments of ditziness. It's funny, for some reason I think I do come off as ditzy in person; I have a tendency to giggle a lot and smile but if anything I do it out of nervousness. It's a lot easier for me to write, thoughts tend to flow more readily and I guess there just isn't as much social pressure in my mind. One funny thing that happened was I was talking to this one gentleman and was interested until he sent me his pictures....now I am not very superficial believe it or not but I do think attraction is important in a SD/SB relationship. This is the picture he sent me (I edited it for anonymity)

Lol he sent me other "normal" pictures too and I'm thinking he has a sense of humor but I don't know it really weirded me out for some reason. He kind of resembled Albert Einstein, too. Anyway I'm hoping all of your searches are going really well. I think when I find the right one, I'l just know it